stop. The world.
Well I made it through finals week. My feminism paper ended up being shorter than it was supposed to be and probably shitty, but my professor gave me an A anyway. I guess she liked me. And my Organic and Neurogenic Language Disorder exam was fucking hard, but I did surprisingly well on it. 3.7 for the semester. Word.
Now I’m on break. Haven’t done applications yet. I am dreading it so much. I’m so afraid of not getting into grad school that I don’t even want to apply. But that’s silly and I have to apply. I don’t know what I’ll do though if I don’t get in anywhere. I don’t think I could handle living at home, and I don’t have the money to move out. I just really want to have a job already and be able to afford life.
I wish the world would stop for a minute so I could just enjoy a break for real. I don’t like how the new semester is looming in the near future, and I feel guilty all the time for not working on applications. I just want it all to go away and have a real vacation.
