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I’m a sucker for girls with short hair. Emma Watson’s haircut= big crush.
Speaking of girl crushes, I really want to date/have sexy-times with women more. I’m in a relationship with a guy, but I can’t help but long for women. I wish poly relationships were easier to navigate and more acceptable. And that being bisexual were more of a legitimate option. I don’t even like the term “bisexual” because I find it to constricting. I don’t like the gender binary system, so why would I define my sexuality based on it? Because “pansexual” is too hard to explain on a daily basis. Also, by looking at me no one considers that I’m anything but straight. It sucks. And it makes me want to wear rainbows and get facial piercings so people get the idea, but that isn’t really my style. Sometimes I wish I went to an all girls’ college so that lesbianism would be normal and no one would be surprised at my sexuality. But I also really like guys, and I would be unhappy if I didn’t have that option available to me.
Basically, I feel queer but I don’t fit in with the culture. And I feel excluded because of my heterosexual appearance. But I don’t even want that appearance, I just have it. Funny, cause in high school people thought I was a dyke, and I didn’t.